Shoot for the moon,
and if you fail,
you'll be among the stars.

I am re-reading PS i love you. this book is sickeningly touching.

I'm not gonna talk about this. It's so boring.

Anyway yesterday night was horrid. Maybe it's just my problem but the weather last night was incredulously hot. I kept waking up in the middle of the night trying to lower the temperature of the air-conditioner but that bloody thing doesn't seem to work. Perhaps it's just me feeling that weather, has got a problem.

I can't wait to snuggle in bed WITHOUT CLOTHES. sound wrong but what i mean is, i want to sleep naked. too few people do that but what can i do?!

Ah count ourselves lucky. Some others living at different parts of the globe are experiencing floods and have no homes or beds to sleep naked in. Holy i love complaining about the weather... And new zealand may satisfy me somehow or rather later, since the weather there is much cooling.

The moment i saw this picture, it's never gonna leave my mind.

I first saw it at ten years old, and i guessed it stays there forever. this picture, the scream, reflects the disasters and horrors i'm facing now oh well.

well drawn.

ok i didn't go for 2C's class chalet.

and may not be attending 3D's.

i keep going back to school these few stupid days and good and bad things always clash. chalet's fun for sure but i need to prioritise. let's hope i'll go for el chalet. no, I'LL GO.

i had a nice tpoic to write about but it's .. forgotten? haha.

Quite some time since i last blogged. The long awaited holidays are here, yet i feel no joy. Yup many activties once again and NZ GPP(loves) but i think a proper holiday is not here just yet.

I'm not great at computer games thus i only facebook. Sounds boring and lame but certainly helps me to kill time. Leveling up at Sorority life, Farmville and Barn Buddy. I have no more patience for spot the difference though that game is quite cool. At least it's not as retarded at press the keyboards (and damaging them) for audition or the relentless killings at other games.

Read up on another book: Madoff with the money.

The many people who have asked what book i'm reading at totally CLUELESS about this guy. Oh please, he stole a whooping 65 billion and that's how the many people around the world lost their money too. Sentenced to 150 years in prison, which is the maximum sentence given to this bastard.

He's not some genius at high school and nobody figured out this average kid (who always scores Cs) could single-handedly, as he claims, manage the biggest fraud in history. It's amazing how people working with him never figured out he was actually committing this fraud.

Today.

OM today at 9 but there's only me and kaixin?! So we ended early and headed for IKEA, oh my favourite eating place. The DNT lab is not a very conducive place for paper work considering the fact that students are always using those noisy equipments. The irritating sawing of steel and woody smell is soooooo bad.

On the way home, i decided to give dear marion a call after her countless SMSes regarding her choices for next year's subject combi. just take PHYS CHEM HIST alamak. we talked from bio chem geog to phys chem geog and now here. i suppose phy opens up a lot more doors in the future but she's scared. who isn't? gosh i survived a year through failing EVERY physics test and what's the big deal? only some jokers would laugh at me when they screwed their year-ends more than i did. pot calling the kettle black so shut up, slut.

MARION PLEASE DECIDE SOON!
not good being fickle-minded =]

HAPPY BIRTHDA PEINING
(aka siayukizozo whatsoever very long nick)

Yeah the year 2 el juniors were cheering for you outside the female toilet yet you refused to come out and embrace their wishes. Well you're 14 now thus i hope you will learn how to CONTROL your dear laughter and grow wiser. Read better stuff other and manga! Do well in DEBATES and your academics next year (good luck for triple science).

All the best for the coming year!

P.T. Barnum once famously declared, "There's a sucker born every minute." It's true that way; genuises, famous people, bitches, bastards, poor are born everyday every minute. Peining, you're sharing birthday with these bitches and bastards too, but what keeps you standing out from a bitch, is your lovable character!

So treasure what you've got. =]

Over the months, years, i gradually stopped listening to classical music. It is absolutely better than the pop or rock music we hear, but it's painful to indulge in it. The movement of each finger playing on the instrument strikes out a harmony drifting through our souls.The soft melodious sounds coming from an instrument, the light touch it gives to the heart, evokes the memories we behold. Unconciously, but yes, it all keeps flooding back.

It hurts to hear and feel when you thought you are up and going.

I have failed to move on. Move on from the past.

Time heals all wounds. Yet there cease to exist the proper measurement of this time, that would heal wounds eternally. I once read, you can never accept the loss but you learn how to live by it. Living by the loss years ago? I can't even bury it away.

I hate my past, the life i lead. No way, no amount of time shall bury it. Because it remains, engraved into my every memory.

Honestly i look like i could walk away, but the music of the piano, can't keep me going.

HANA'S BACK IN SINGAPORE!

That's something to be happy about. Exchange programs are somewhat cruel, because after you meet them in their country and after they come to your country, you no longer see them. Not that we'll NEVER see them but it might happen. Malang GPP was just a year ago but everyone's faces over there are vague to me already.

So this is a very rare opportunity tomorrow but Kristalynn's message might have come too late. haha i'll try. lunch and dinner @ bugis?

It's goooood to see her again. and MTV too.